Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Almost the end? Not so fast my friend!

Well its been about 8 weeks here in Europe. It has been an experience no doubt. The people and places will never be forgotten. Its been an amazing journey that I would never think I would be on, in little over than 24 hours I will be back in the states and tired as heck lol. We leave at 4AM in the morning we drive to Milan catch our flight at 7:55AM fly to London get there at 9AM then have a 6 hour lay over and leave again at 3PM to head to ATL, from there about a 4 hour drive home, 2 hours to Cleavland and getting picked up by Courtney, and then 2 hours to LaFollette, a long day of traveling...



The relationships that were built here aren't made from plastic steeples, but of God's love. I can rely on any of the 14 interns that I met to get on their knees and cry out to God and pray for me and the same for me. The relationship with the guys has been amazing, I can honestly say I am not closer with any group of guys... but that's going to change. We have been honest with each other from day one. I love my boys, Paul M, Mac, Vince and Paul N. I dont know where I would be with out these strong men of God they have been nothing but an encouraging group.
The girls, have been nothing more I could ever ask for, I cant wait to see where they will go from this. I will be praying for them constantly, and always thinking about them. They really are a unique groups of people. The most important thing now that we are a team is to stay connected. And the most important we have to stay connected with Christ always hold his hand through the good and the bad. Without that it will cause a weak point,"We are only as strong as out weakest point." if one falls we all do as a team, we have to keep each other accountable through the tough times and the good times.

The Guys

Before I left the states I would kid around with Brandon about a bucket list of things to do before I leave so I can get them all in. So I have done the same here in Italy. But these things just kind of come out of no where and some of the things are planed. One thing I took a nap in front of our huge windows overlooking the Alps. And another one was to watch the sunrise here over the mountains. WoW it was amazing... this morning I woke Tess, and Mary Lou up to watch the sun rise at 6AM well I forgot that the mountains where there. In True fashion Brian messing things up haha, so We had to wait and hour and 15 min for it to creep over the mountains but it was so worth it. It was cool tho because in that hour and 15 min My quit time was great, I really got deep into the word and just prayed, but more importantly I shut up and listen to what God had for me. I was sitting there watching the birds land and fly and I thought it was cool how birds have the faith to know and rely on its wings to fly, and kind of the same way with our relationship with Christ, we have to rely on him to take us to the places we didn't think we could make without him, because a lot of times we try to do it on our own and kind of like a bird without wings we will just fall and hit the ground. Mary Lou went back to bed but Tess stayed, it was so beautiful to watch. And one memory that will stay with me.



I have my individual meetings with the leaders today about my mission plane and other things. And then tonight we have our "closing ceremony". I cant believe its almost over these 8 weeks are 8 of the most important in my life. Praise God!!!

This inst my last blog I will do a few once I get back to the states and maybe one more tonight sometimes, because I know I will not be sleeping... Its our last Night, but it is not the end. Its only the beginning once we leave this place and return to our homes the real battle begins!

Thank you for being there for me, the good times and the hard times you all mean so much to me and I will never forget you!
* Vince
* Mac
* Paul N
* Paul M
* Megan
* Tess
* Mandy
* Mary Lou
* Lauren
* Tanya
* Marlean
* Lori
* Jen
* Adrienne
* David
* Bethany
* Kimmster
* Barry
* Pat

The Official Impact 2009 Photo

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Sunday, July 26, 2009

The Last few Days... Gotta Blow it out and Make the most of it!

It has been a few days since I last posted a new blog I thought this might be a good time. We leave in 4 days. Just four days…Thursday the 20th. But since we got back it’s been crazy here with training new teachings and a nice little hike. A few days after we got back to Italy we went on a hike up to where the first reformers of the Christian church were pushed off and killed. They were marched up to a peak and pushed off by the Popes Army. But we went to about 4,500 foot which is a nice little hike, the air was really starting to get thin and hard to breath. It really was a challenge but it was great.





Once we got to the place we were going to go it was a great time to just sit there and pray, and dream. Not day dream but dream for the future through visions.
Later that night we had a wii bowling tournament. Wow was that fun or what; it was also a costume party/dress up however you want. So I got the big idea to dress up as Barry Spofford. And Tess dressed up as Barry’s wife Pat. It was the funny thing every. HAHA wow it was really funny everyone just dressed crazy. Barry is the international directory of FCA. And during the whole thing one of our FCA staff members was on a Skype call with the FCA Vice President, they made me do the impression of him and everything to this guy. At the end of the call I told him I hope this will not interfere with any future job opportunities with FCA, he said, “don’t worry it helped your chances.” Haha it was so funny!




See Bobbio turns into this huge tourist spot during the summer. And this weekend they have been partying it up and having this huge festival. Yesterday some of the interns Today we played basketball with some people from Turino. It was great! The kids love Tall Paul and at the end they traded eamils with david so we can maybe get them into some camps next year! So God really placed an outreach with us today so it worked out great!




The training this week has been intense for me. The last few days we have learned more about management and dreams. “If you are somewhere that God has not put you then it is a dangerous place.” This quote has been stuck in my head since David’s father told us it. It is basically saying you have to know what God’s will is for you and if you force something upon yourself to do then you will not succeed because you are not depended on God.
The main biblical concept was the story of Nehemiah in chapters 1 through 6. Nehemiah was sensitive to the trouble of his nation and he wanted to do something about it, so he prayed for 4 months straights. He was a spiritual leader indeed he knew how to speak with him, surrender, he was sensitive, prayed, and he knows God’s heart. He knew he would have to stand up in God’s name if he fights the good fight then he will win, and he knew this. The thing is that he had to find out how to get the job done.
This is where administration comes into the picture. An administration is someone or a group of people that help led a company or group of people. The purpose for them is to make a hand book or rules to go by that will help get the job done. Next is financing. We have to build a budget and find out how much things will cost, that means every single thing. Pressure will most likely come from these things. It comes from expectations that we have built, we have to be prepared all the time, we have chosen to be a part of it ourselves. The good thing about pressure it forms character in that person and this is how we learn how to perform.
Now back to Nehemiah, he has to learn how to build a team to get the job done that God has called him to do. In Nehemiah 2:16- 4:6 It goes into deep deception about how the job will be done, but more importantly the people that will help him complete the goal. The good thing is that he knew he could not do all of it alone, there is no way he could build the wall all of it, and also guard the wall from intruders. This is how we see him as a good communicator. The message of this story is to show the need, give vision of how to solve the problem, and to make other trust in the Lord. In 3:1-32 it tells that everybody has a job to do to help out.
One thing that he grasped was teamwork. Because nobody is able to fulfill a big task alone. We need help there is no way to do it alone. The main thing to do is instead of doing all the work there has to be someone that teaches. The team has goals, values, and a soul. The values are what the team is found on. The goals are where the team needs to go. And the expectations are where we want to see the goal go and how it goes. But the one thing we have to remember is that there is no ownership, because it is God’s plan not ours.
Passion management is important. When we are in management and putting things together we have to give leadership responsibilities. We have to hand out leadership, not soft or hard but passionate. We have to have a trust based attitude and not a fear based.
Sometimes things can get out of control so we have to have positive controlling. We have to keep spirits high and crated excitement, and high expectations in order for some people to stay on task, and to hold the mindset that is required. It’s important to make sure things are going smoothly otherwise people will lose focus in what they are doing and will not care as much. They have to have their whole heart in it at all times to completely do it right.
Having dreams are important; we all do it. And it is right to have dreams and to think about the. One dream of mine is that I am in the process of getting partnership together with collegiate baseball teams that would help God's vision. The vision is to gather baseball and softball equipment, old bats, gloves, baseballs, any field equipment, and any old uniforms. To be sent to local players that cannot afford it, and also to overseas programs that need help. I just got back from Hungary working with The Hungarian National 13-15 year old baseball team. And the need is there, I want to grow locally, then regionally, then overseas to Europe where baseball is really starting to make ground. But the important thing is to get the equipment to those who truly need it. There is a need for the in a lot of places including my home town of LaFollette, TN. But also around the world.
Good work has enemies, in all the stuff we do there will always be someone that is against it and does not want to see it succeed. So we really have to understand resentment and malice when people come after us. Nehemiah had enemies that were against hm. And in order to save the wall and the city he knew he would have to act on this. So this is where he would set the builders up with a way to protect themselves. The enemies said they would come and he knew they would, so he protected them all. Nehemiah was to proclaim God’s legitimate right. He acts in the name of the Lord. In 4:4-5 it talks about not of his own revenge but to leave it in God’s hands. God judges not us we have no right to do so. Let us seek his kingdom and he will do the rest, there will be judgment it’s all in his hands, and that judgment is perfect.
Even though he defended well from the outside, it would not stop what could and would happen on the inside of the wall. Doubts among the people that was working on the wall would come up. The problems from the outside are bad, but even worse when they are on the inside. The people that start on something can sometimes lose stem and fall. That is one reason why we have to continue to encourage them and give them excitement. What Nehemiah does is eliminates the weak points and brings in new and strong people to help. But this shows that management is very important and that Nehemiah done a really good job of understanding the goal. When bad times came he fixed them. But the most important thing is that he continued to rely on God and what he was telling him to do.
I know that’s a lot to think about but it’s all true and very useful. God has blessed me with a vision in changing out world.

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Monday, July 20, 2009

Back in Italy

Well the train ride turned into about 15 hours instead of 10 hours haha. See when you get into Ukraine from Hungary of course you have to go through border control but they throw in a twist. Back when Ukraine was part of the Soviet Union they had to have the same rail roads tracks as the USSR well the rest of Europe didnt have these because the USSR used this as a defense from being invaded during there Communist days. So the tracks are wider, well you asking what happen then new train? Heck no... probable would be a lot easier, but they actually lift your car in the air about 10 feet or so then switch the wheels from the EU size to the old USSR size, it was crazy. The train was so hot when it would stop somewhere because they would turn off the air and with two men in the cabin it got pretty hot fast haha but the overall experience was fun because I had never been on a train before well besides Dolly Wood haha!




The reason we went back to the Ukraine was that we had to debrief and give a short presentation on our experience and of course we had to fly out of Kiev. The last 24 hours was packed with traveling. Going from Hungary on a train for 15 hours then a 4 hour car ride, sleep for the night then leave for Kiev another 5 hours, catch the plane to Rome 2 hours and a half, then from Rome to Mullion another 50Min, THEN another hours drive. So CRAZY so we were dead tired. We have today off to relax and just hang out for a little while.


The overall experience in Eastern Europe shows me how truly blessed I am and how blessed people I know are. It really is hard over there especially in the Ukraine because of how much of a presents the Communist party still is there, its actually a little scary. The people are cold and are hard to open to, but its because of there past and their looks on Westerners. But it was great to go there with this trip I have gotten a new lease on life with baseball I feel. The kids when they play baseball showed me that baseball is fun and should be fun. The last few years with Injures and being put up on the shelf its been hard to love baseball the game that has gave me so much, but that's about to change!




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Thursday, July 16, 2009

13-15 Year Old Hungarian National Baseball Team

well the week is almost over, and out time in Hungary is coming to and end. Its been a great experience working with the Kids every day. The cool thing is that we have been able to give devo's 3 days and then give a testimony each time. It was really hard at first to get them to open up to us but it slowly happened they got more and more comfortable with us each day. I think what helped the most was going to the pool 2 days and really just hanging out with them and playing around. They have a long way to go in there skills, but they are getting there. You have to remember this in Europe baseball inst to popular here so a lot of there kids have not been playing for to long. So its day by day as long as they keep it up and work hard. They really have a long way to go to get together as a team, but they are getting there this week has really helped them out a lot. But this was just a short summary before we leave for the Ukraine 2maro night and then head back to Italy sometime Sunday I think... haha. We have a 10 hour or so train ride from Budapest to Riven, Ukraine. So ill add to this blog later on its getting late here... !
Here is a slide show that was made by on of the interns by the OM Hungary, Her name is Emily and shes from Southern Cal



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Monday, July 13, 2009

Eastern Europe & Hungarian 13- 15 yr oldNational Team

Well we have a lot of catching up to do. I haven't had internet for a few weeks and then today it started to work here at the OM Training center in Erd, Hungary.
On July 4th we flew out to the Ukraine with many stops. Ukraine was an interesting place. The place that we stayed at was a former Soviet Workers Camps (INSERT PIC). We were there to help with some training, the stuff we had learned in Italy we had to teach to other people. There were people from all over the place, Ireland, UK, Australia, Moldova, Hungary,Canada, USA, and The Ukraine. At first it was really hard because of all the language barriers but through out the week we came closer and closer. We have meet a few amazing people there through this training Rele a guy from the UK and James a guy from Canada.




Friday morning we left out to drive 13 hours from Rivne, Ukraine to Budapest, Hungary. 13 hours... in a van... WOW It was a great road trip though, and it went by really fast. But now we have been here in Hungary since Friday Night. Saturday was amazing! We got yo go work on the baseball field for a few where we are doing the baseball camps, the field is great for what it is, it is one of the best in the hole Country and the field is surrounded by sunflowers for miles!
and then we got to go to Budapest and site see some. It is by far the most beautiful city I have been in, the history there is so fresh. We got to see so many things and stand where some of the most important events in Europe happened But there is way to much for me to get in to as you all know I love History Ill be here all day writing haha.

this is a picture of us on the Danube in front of parliament.

Well Sunday the players started to show up. OH YEA... did I happen to mention that this camp is for the 13-15 year old Hungarian National Team?!?! Yea National Team... the best of the best in Hungary. I was blown away when I found this out. But Monday started practice. In the morning time we did drills and different things,then when we got back we went into Christian training sessions with the teams. I lead one session that we talked about sacrifice and how in baseball there are sacrifice hits and bunts and the we related it to Jesus. It was really cool to talk to the about this stuff and then have the coaches there too that are not Christians, only 2 on the team are Christians that we know of so please be praying for that! In the evening we went back to the field for batting practice and then we played a game, I got to throw BP for my team they didn't want the pictures throwing yet because well they are not ready yet lol. But the practice went really well we just have to work on a few things this week hopefully we can get them in before we leave on Friday, the camps ends on Saturday. But I will give some more updates on the camp later on in the week!


Me Throwing BP to the kids during practice.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Pre Ukriane

The last few days have been really crazy around here with cultural sensitivity training, a night of prayer from 11PM to 6:30AM and a whole day of competitions.
The Cultural sensitivity stuff is really neat. I never realized how important it is to respect people of a different culture especially being in a different environment besides the States. Little things like winking, waving, cloths, and loudness as an American can be, really could actually upset or making people of a different culture. We got a little bit more of a brake down of the Ukraine like cloths, house manners, and food stuff. Its going to be a challenge. We wont be briefed on our separate countries until a little later, mine being Hungary. But we will cross that bridge when we get there. We also found out our flight info today, Sat morning I have to get up at 4AM and drive out we are on separate flights some of us, and we have 2 different lay overs, but that's all ill go in detail with.

Tuesday night we had sessions on prayer, and later that night we were broke up into hours from 11PM till 6AM to pray for that hour. I had 12AM so I was one of the first to go. It really was great to just site down and pray about the many things going on in our team with Personal prayer request and Team request. It was a very close time, it went by so fast.

Well that morning we had to be up at 6:30 and ready to go for competitions. We had compilations between 6AM and 8PM, wow... it was crazy, it was such a challenge to get through the whole day and then trying to play with everything you have in every game. We had I think 11 challenges in all, it was challenges from arm wrestling which was pretty funny to Rugby. My favorite game that we played was hand ball. Hand ball is a mixture of basketball and soccer its really cool, I really think I have found my new sport to play besides baseball. But the most challenging for me would have to be rugby. We had a few more things that where just crazy, but so amazing. If you want to know more you will have to ask just me and we can talk. It really took everything I had every last bit of strength that I had to use. I never in a million years thought I would do some of the stuff I have had to do. There is no way I could get through it only, God was right there pushing me from behind, there is no way on earth we all could do this alone we really had to rely on God to help us out and finish the race.

We leave Sat from Bobbio at 4AM me and half the team, and the other half in the rest of the day. Once we get to the Ukraine we will have a 4 hour bus ride to our destination. But be praying for us, im not 100% I will be to be able to blog while im in Eastern Europe, but we will see. If not I will take what I have from my journal and just write it on here in a few blogs when we return.
see you all soon!

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